Tuesday, March 3, 2009

where do I go from here?

As early as now, so many people have been asking me about my plans after graduation. I am getting tired of telling them that they would still have to wait for another school year before they could see me wearing my toga and officially joining the world of the unemployed.

But like them, I am also bothered by my future. What will I do after this? Mass Communication students can easily land a job contrary to popular beliefs, however, I am still having a hard time convincing myself that I need to be practical first before I could follow what I really want.

Of course, I want to practice in Journalism because this is really what I wanted to do. I mean, I already failed in doing the thing I wanted most in my life and this is the second most important dream I ever had, so I guess I have to follow this. But, practicality-wise I don't think it can feed me.

Reporters have very low salary and I want to give back something to my family first. I want to secure them financially first before I go on and do what I really want to do. So I guess I'd have to choose another job first.

But what would it be? I really want to work for the government because aside from public service, the incentives are better.

Here are some agencies I want to join:
>> DENR
>>Department of Tourism
>>Provincial or Local Government's Public Information office
>> Philippine Information Agency
>>Philippine News Agency

I also want to find a job which could finance me if I study again. I mean, I really want to further my studies and of course, I could not ask my parents for tuition fees by then. I know I have to work first before I could take my Masteral or enroll in another course ( which I both planned to do) so I would need a job with a really good pay.

When I am graduated (yes hindi po ito wrong grammar), I want my parents to stop working because they have been through a lot in sending me to school. I want to pay them for all the times they sacrificed just to send me my allowance or enroll me and I want to pay them for all the times I lied about the payments I have in school. Ughhh...so embarassing.

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and think about my future. I can't imagine myself graduating, looking for a job, landing a job and so on. I don't know, I can't seem to imagine any kind of future for myself. Maybe I will not be able to reach it that is why.

hay...what will happen to me after college remains to be seen. I just hope I could fulfill the promises I gave.






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