My mind is empty but its also full. i don't know. It feels so empty and crowded at the same time. I think I'm simply going crazy. Maybe one of those "temporary insanities" I sometimes have.
I was so surprised to realize that it's already Friday. I thought it's still Wednesday. And to think that I'll be going home on the 7th and I still haven't finished anything. What the...
Speaking of going home, I am a bit excited to go home.
First, free food! Hahaha...its about the only thing I love about home. Except my brother of course.
I've been posting a lot about my brother, telling the whole world how much he means to me and how much I love him but I am not sure if he even knows. I am not even sure if he really cares if i do or not. But I don't care, whatever happens he will always be my brother not even the apocalypse can make me give up on him.
huh...whatever...I'm free writing again...
let's go back to going home...
I'm so excited to speak in hiligaynon again. The transition from one dialect to another is never easy, really, but I am so excited to hear the sweet hiligaynon accent again.
I wish I could see my HS classmates or maybe go to my former school. I wanted to get my yearbook (my long delayed, overpriced, disgusting yearbook) and look at the faces of the people I used to hate and never thought I would actually miss. I wanted to see how different they are now and wanted to know whatever happened to their lives. The last time I saw them was during the funeral of one of our classmates and though I was longing to see them, I never asked for that kind of reunion.
WTH!I'm ranting about my life once again...
my mind is just sooo cluttered that I really don't know what to say...
I just want to release all these so I could sleep tonight... I hate it when my mind is so full because I usually get insomnia...
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Dumaguete is so hot and so boring lately and my brain is already fried dried.
I am still thinking of that stupid stone behind the headquarters of the 11th IB in Guihulngan...what a BS!It's just so distracting...I really want to get a picture of it so it would stop popping in my mind. Just a picture and I know my life will go back to normal. It's like an LSS really...you have to hear the song again to get it out of your mind.
I need to see the stone again to get it out of my mind and I can't just go there! What will I tell the people there? That they should let me inside their HDQ so I could see the stupid stone behind it? My God! They would surely laugh at me or think that I am crazy...well, maybe I am. That stone made me crazy! (parang shabu?)
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Hindi naman ako nakadrugs...pero parang lagi akong high.
Wala naman kaming lahing baliw...pero parang ako yata yung una.
Hindi naman ako depressed...pero lagi akong malungkot.
Hindi naman ako tanga...but I always feel stupid.
Hindi naman ako American o British...pero bakit ako English ng English?
Baliw...nababaliw na ako!
Bakit kasi masyadong boring ang mundo?
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I'm just wondering, ano kaya ang future na naghihintay sa mga kabataan ngayon?
Ano kaya ang mangyayari sa kanila?
Toinks! Naalala ko lang...isa nga pala ako sa kanila...haller!
magtanong ba naman na as if hindi ako "kabataan"...ano 'ko senior citizen?
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Sige na, out na ako dito...
Na hurt na ko...*cry*cry*cry*
nobody remembers me.
nobody texts me.(maliban sa smart na naginform sa akin na expired na ang unli ko...)
nobody emails me. (maliban sa google alert at mga walang kwentang spam mails)
i'm just sooo pathetic...so disgusting...
how childish...
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bye people...
hope to hear from you...
=(
P.S
just remembered..wala nga pala akong load...
'wag na lang kayo magtext...=(
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