and so I'll say goodbye

well, what else could I expect from a one-sided heart affair? (I refuse to call it love) And so it comes to this. Or shall I say, and it finally comes to this: goodbye.

Never liked that word. I'll never learn to like that word.

So I say goodbye to somebody who will never hear it. So I say goodbye to somebody who doesn't even know I'm saying it. I've been saying goodbye for months now but this is really it. The final goodbye and probably the most painful one.

Goodbye my dream, I don't think I'll ever see you again. Wherever you may be now I pray for your happiness and your safety. I hope you'll take care, for the people who cares for you...even if you don't know that some of them cares for you. Take care my dream. Take care and goodbye.

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aduh! ang drama ng buhay.
Sige lang, pagbigyan niyo na. Minsan lang naman ako ma-hurt eh.
I won't cry because I don't have tears anymore.
I can only dream on and learn to forget.

but hell, it sure stings!