just for a while.

Is there anything in this world that could make me forget you? I really hope there is because I don't want to spend the rest of my life in the shadows of that long ago day when you smiled and broke my heart.

There are a lot of things I wanted to ask you. First would be, why is it that every time I am at the point of giving my self one last shot you would suddenly pop up and break my heart again?

I wish you'd get tired of smiling because every single ray from that dazzling smile is a knife to my heart.

I guess they're right that you can only truly say that you have moved on after you've talked and seen each other again. That's the greatest test that I still have to face and I really hope I would survive it. Maybe I'll just close my eyes the whole time so I won't see that smile or those eyes.

I hope I could forget about you even for a short while (like ten years perhaps). I hope you would stop popping in and out of my life so I could finish healing myself. I wish...I wish.