Saturday, January 15, 2011

polar opposites

One moment I was extremely happy and in a blink of an eye, my heart broke to a million pieces.

Can you imagine the feeling of having something you've always wanted to have then when you finally got it, somebody would take it from you? It hurts beyond imagining. Especially if you worked so hard to get that something... it is simply heartbreaking.

I'm doing my best to forget about it.But how can I when ever since I've always wanted to have a camera of my own and I'm only too shy to ask my parents for it. I worked so hard to get that and now its gone. Merely 24 hours after I got it---that's got to be a record.

The reason why I bought it is because I know there is nobody who would buy one for me. I have to work for it. I have to work hard to buy this notebook pc.I have to work hard to buy that camera. And it hurts to think that somebody else is now enjoying the fruits of my labor.

It may not be the most expensive camera in the world but I worked hard for it and for me...it's the best camera in the world.

I know, people will not understand why I had to cry for it. I know, it is hard to feel the hurt I am feeling now because I was the only one who worked for it.

They say that when something is taken, something better will take its place. I hope so. I've always wanted to learn photography and I had a lot of plans for that cam. Now its gone---and I'm still crying in silence.



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