there are people who wonders why i don't have a boyfriend. there are even those who thinks i'm a lesbian because of it. they never seem to believe me when i say that i am already happy with my life and at this time, i don't see the point of having a boyfriend.
i am not looking. i am not waiting. i am not even expecting. i just love my life the way it is right now. i am free. i can go anywhere i want to without the need to ask permission from anyone. i can be with whoever i want to without hurting anyone. i can do whatever i want with my life. i am happy.
having no boyfriend is a choice i had made. at least for now i prefer to be this way. i am not ready to give up my freedom. i am not ready to take care of anyone. someday probably. who knows? but as of this moment, i am not waiting for anyone.
do i feel lonely? no. i can find ways to entertain myself and i love a life with less stress.
you know one other reason why i don't like the prospect of having a boyfriend? because i know that finding a man who will be able to get along with my eccentricities and who will be able to give me the kind of freedom i have now is next to impossible.
where will i find a man who will let me go when i want to go? where will i find a man who will not be annoyed by me? where will i find a man who will not order me around? where will i find a man who will respect my beliefs?
so yes, as of now, i prefer to be single. anyway, i always believe that happiness is a choice. it does not matter if you have a boyfriend or not. you have to choose to be happy so you can be happy.
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