An Honest Assessment

I'll try anyway.

I had recently visited my very first blog in the cyberworld and took the time to read my posts. Reading those posts made me realize how far I had developed [or regressed, depending on how you look at it really] in the past years.

I had been blogging since 2005 and had actually opened more than five blog accounts [which I promptly forgot] and is currently maintaining four blog accounts in three separate sites.

Post-wise, I could say that my older posts are more deeper in context, but poorly written, than my present blogs. My older posts contains musings and ideas that I can't remember having or formulating. There are some that I am not even sure if I really was the one who posted it or not but since its there, then I probably did post it. Reading some of those posts really surprised me.

I can't honestly say that my posting habit developed from serious-trying hard posts to serious-trying hard-worth reading posts but I could say that somehow there is a development. At least in a minor way there is.

My past blogs has made me realize how different my perspective was. It also made me realize how differently I had looked at the world. I was so naive and so full of ideals and dreams. Presently, my posts have been more grave, morbid, disheartening while I used to post with optimism and hope.

This, I think, is a good example of the cliche "the years makes you softer" because I think it did.