Mental Murder

I am seething with anger, irritated and disappointed. I want to strangle the people around me and choke them to death. I want to hang them by the ankle and roast them over the fire. I want to strip them naked and lash them with a whip made of the hardest steel.

Every kind of torture is equally appealing to me as of this moment but of course, it would be so unlikely and impossible that everything I am planning now will become a reality. Murder is still a crime and torturing people is still punishable by the law. With these thoughts in mind, I opted to sleep instead.

Its a bullshit really. Excuses after excuses. It has always been like that. So irresponsible. Procrastinators. They listen for awhile then do the same things again. They never learn. Sometimes I think torture is the only way to make people understand the seriousness of the situation.

I hate it that I am forced to insult people I am fond of because they don't do anything unless you give them a thorough verbal lashing. I am not fond of reprimanding people because I wasn't born to be their surrogate mother. And I also don't have any plans of acting like one.

Tardiness is not a habit nor a part of anybody's personality. It is a sign of somebody who has never encountered the word discipline. There it is. That word again.

If there is one more word i love most in this world it would be the word DISCIPLINE. And of course if there is something I hate the most, it's the opposite of that word.

As I've said before, only discipline can bring us harmony. We can never really have a peaceful existence with the people around us if all of us are undisciplined. Discipline begets everything. Without it, everything crumbles.

I am so angry now that I don' think I could face these people without hurting them in anyway. They never did listen. They will never learn to move on their own if you don't push them far enough that they stumble and fall.

Endless excuses. Lame lame excuses.

I wish they could read this so I don't have to insult them further. I don't relish in the thought that I am hurting people but if hurting them is the only to teach them to become responsible individuals then so be it.

If I can't kill them with my actions I'll kill them with my words. Anyway, I had been very lax at them at the beginning and the time of forgiving has long ended. We cannot accept excuses all the time because if we do, there will be no order in this world. The time has come for us to tighten our holds.

...but honestly, I still wish I could choke them to death.