sick.

i don't like getting sick. it hinders everything i ever planned to do. but i especially hate getting sick and not being able to sleep because of it.

and that is exactly what is happening now.

i have this queasy feeling and  i feel so dizzy and all i want to do is vomit everything that is inside my stomach right now. i don't know. somehow there is a part of me that believes that vomiting my entire gastro-intestinal organ would make me feel better. luckily its just a small part. a larger part of my brain has only one answer to that: ewww!

i'm doing my best to hold down everything and i really wish this would stop. but would vomiting help? you know, getting it all out and be done with it?

i was honestly afraid earlier it could be diarrhea but diarrhea includes the excessive pooping part right? well, i don't have that so this is probably just a mild case of hyper-acidity. hopefully. whatever it is, i hope it lets me sleep and its gone when i wake up because i don't want my work affected by any of these.

(^_^)