I am tired of staying up late at night and talking to people who are miles away from me. i am tired of dressing up at midnight when no one else can see me. i am tired of saying yes when all i want is to say no. i am tired of the problems of people who can't even say "thank you" and who thinks that they are the most superior race on earth.
i am tired of having my life revolve around work and sleep. i am tired of people who can't appreciate your efforts and who judges you for one mistake. i am tired of almost everything that is happening to me right now.
but i can't just give up without a fall back. that would be really stupid. i chose this life and although it does not mean i am going to spend the rest of my life suffering over this choice, i am going to bear this until i can find something better for me.
the only perk i think is the high salary and the fact that i have a job while others don't have. but is it enough? i guess they are right when they said that no matter how high your salary is if you are no longer happy with what you are doing, it is useless.
yes, you get to buy what you want and what you need but that is at the expense of your own happiness. i am practical but i also want to be happy. i wish i can have both.
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