Wednesday, February 8, 2012

heartbreak

God broke my heart and i want to cry. i want to bawl like a baby.

i can no longer bear to read the news or watch photos from the aftermath of the earthquake. it breaks my heart to see the place i had loved so much now severely damaged by natures wrath. it breaks my heart to think of all those people (schoolmates, classmates, their families and even those people i don't know) without  homes, food or drinking water. it breaks my heart knowing  that i can only read and listen to their pains and have no capacity to help.

i wish i own my time and i can  help them dig those people buried in the landslide. i wish i have a lot of money so i can help them buy food or medicine or clothes. i wish i can do something and not just wish i can do something.

last month, we voluntarily donated parts of our salary for sendong victims. i hope we will do it again this time. i know a small  amount from everyone can already help a lot of people.

i was checking my cabinet this morning to check if i have any clothes that i can probably donate, then i remembered i already sent them last december. i don't have a lot of money so i can probably give a few hundreds--but that will not be enough right?

i feel sad reading my friend's posts in FB. i feel sad looking at the photos. i want to cry because i feel so useless. i wish i can help my friends. i wish you too would help my friends.


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