i am not a good person. i have a lot of sins. i am not the most compassionate, humble, religious, virtuous person in the world. not even the slightest in fact. but you know what? God has always listened to my hearts desires.
i haven't prayed well in a long time that i don't think i still know how to. whenever something good happens to me, i simply utter a silent thank you to God. whenever i am at my lowest, i just tell him, "God, you know what's in my heart." He doesn't always give me what i want but He has always given me what my heart desires the most.
i think God is really wise. He gives me what i need but never spoils me by giving me what i want outright. He knows my inner thoughts and desires and He gives them to me in his own time. He gives me the chance to work hard for something that i want so i can appreciate and treasure it when i finally get it. He gives me trials but always help me survive it. He let's me fall without really letting go. He let's me experience a little bit of everything so i can have a better understanding of how life goes.
i am not religious but whenever i see the many hues of the sky when the sun rises and sets, i feel God. this world is what it is because of a supreme being who makes everything possible. different cultures call Him by different names but i believe that we all worship one supreme being.
lately, i have been struggling about so many things. i am anxious, stressed and really really tired. when i am alone and i try to pray, i couldn't find any words to express how i feel. i simply close my eyes and say, "you know what's in my heart..." and He always answers it. it never fails.
people will say different things about me but whatever kind of person they all think i am, i only know one thing for certain. God loves me and He gives me what i need as long as i open my heart to him.
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