i want to try something new.

my life has always revolved around work, internet and sleep. even when i was in school, my world only revolves around school, sleep, the publication and this blog. i am so boring. i am probably the most boring person you will ever have the misfortune to meet.

i always wanted to have a life outside of work. i always dreamed of getting out of this loop and add some bits of fun in my life. just a little adrenaline--at least once in a while. just a little dose of adventure to break this monotony.

what i really want is an activity that will allow me to get my taste of adrenaline and relieve stress. i want an activity that is far from my usual life. you know something that is not connected in anyway to my normal routines.

i'm thinking of trying out airsoft but i want to be able to grasp the basics first before i spend my money on the "gadgets". i was also thinking of trying scuba diving but just imagining myself under the sea makes me feel like i'm drowning already. i guess i'm just not brave enough for that yet.

i like trekking and hiking as well. sometimes, i do go to mountains and do a little bit of hiking but i always do it alone so i can't really go that far--and there is only so much you can do when you are alone.

i am not into traditional sports though so please don't expect me to pick up a racket and suddenly learn badminton or anything like that. i prefer those activities that includes outdoors and adrenaline. really, i like adrenaline. i love adrenaline, it makes me feel alive.

so i don't know. i don't want to get stuck in this endless monotony. i want my old life back!