i'm scared.

well, i guess it's normal right? i have been to so many places but this will be the first time for me to travel alone and of course with no one i know to help me if in case something happens. i just find it funny that compared to  the places i have been to, this place i am going to is safer and yet i felt so unsure and so anxious about this.

honestly, i never felt like this before. i did not even feel scared when we went to mindanao for the first time, knowing well that none of us knew where we are going and that we are alone in a place that is oceans apart from  our friends and family. i think i should be feeling the same way right? i mean, i should be confident and excited and not anxious and scared.

but regardless of what i feel right now, i will push through with this. i will never submit to this fear. i have to conquer myself.