in a few more days...

I like living on the edge. I like situations that pushes me to think of a way out. I feel satisfied when i am pushed outside my comfort zone and I survive it.

Most days, I am a typical lazy person who would rather have my eyeballs glued in my monitor than go out and do something. I love being alone, tapping on my keyboard, watching my favorite anime, downloading movies and listening to my playlist. I prefer the quite, carefree, stress free life. Most days, that is.

photo by: Mary Narvasa

Everyday I live a monotonous life. My activities never vary that even without psychic powers I already know for certain what is going to happen the moment I wake up. Everything is so routine that I can already predict what is going to happen days ahead.

In all those days, I am able to restrain my restless heart. Quenching all desires for anything remotely exciting, I settle to my routines and live each day with as less excitement as possible.

Once in a while though, my wild side comes out. I can never totally restrain my self, this I know. Sooner or later my heart will yearn for some bits of adrenaline. And that's when following the routine starts to feel like a punishment.

So, once in a while I try to statisfy my heart. I go to different places and do things that may not really be adrenaline inducing but would at least calm my restless heart and help it accept my life's routines once again.

It has been more than five months since my restless heart was satisfied. Five months is a long time. For sometime now, there is only one thing in my mind--- extreme adventure.

In a few days time, my heart will be more than satisfied. BOHOL here I come!